My Oksana

She is only 21-years old....
but she beats me,
in being cold...
cold-hearted, that is.

She is white-teethed,
red-lipped,
small-breasted,
sweet dispositioned,
in appearance only, that is.

I am 26,
stupidly complicated,
cowardly,
yellow-teethed
big-breasted
foolishly romantic,
inside, that is.

I am bitchy,
strong,
happy,
smart,
forgiving,
in appearance, that is.

She is manipulative,
sexy,
sensual,
fun,
selfish,
interest-driven,
she is undeniably,
just a darker version of me.

I am white,
she is black,
I am lost,
she is lucid,
I am naive,
she is superficially so,
I am in love,
she does not even know the feeling.

Damn girl....you sexy bitch!